My Mother Hurts

It hurts because i don't know how to express it
Because I'm forgetting it
Because I don't have anyone to share this with

It's being cause of my terrible feelings
Feelings of hatred and revenge
Feelings that i can't cry about

Thinking twice i don't want to share this
I dare not to tell nor as a joke
Nor as a joke i can tell my mother

Yes she is cause and remedy
And there's not chance to get rid of her
A remedy may be a stab in the chest

If i hide myself? I'm nothing brave
The pain remains
I must keep along with her

On DXM

There's a person in the corner
None shall pick her up
There's another in between the path
And takes a while to go ahead in arts

The desk and now while I'm writing
Is the most rare experience a human being can feel
I just met a girl, i have to wait!
If the pill next to me moves
I'm gonna be virgin again

Wherever i point, is not the answer
She has boots for walking
And the turtle never sleeps

Was for Hannah

Here I tenderize to what provides me the capacity to breathe,

To what accidentally and of sweet pleasure got me sane and shivery.

If your loveliness is not in my favor, given I am to the unmatched,

Which is little reward for who gives me such wide blessings.

Either by pity, or not to see me anymore. Consider me as yours,

Miserable I was born and the same way I shall die.